NEVER HAVE I EVER

“Before him, there were things I had never experienced…”

I never realized how much I would cherish a person’s friendship, time spent together, love and affection, this much. It all happened so fast, but at the same time slow, because I could relive those moments In my head.

He walked into my life as my safe space.

I told him things I wasn’t proud of and things I was proud of. I could talk about basically anything, down to my choice of clothes.

Will I say he was very versatile and knowledgeable, or that he is just so attentive and a good listener?

This man had his way around me. A different kind of approach called the “intentional approach.” He matched my love interests, I can’t lie.

Never have I ever been listened to by someone who really cares.

Never have I ever been someone’s first choice.

Never have I ever been treated like a queen.

Never have I ever been respected so much by a person.

He is the bold decision I made In 2024, which I am so proud of.

Never have I been so open-minded to explore new things and places, but with him, I can trust his taste.

Never have I ever chorused the “I am done”anthem up to 5 times, because deep down I really cherish it and pray everyday it remains like this.

NEVER HAVE I NOT BEEN

It’s no longer a matter of “Never have I ever”, it is now “Never have I not been.

There he is, he makes me laugh as hard as you can imagine. He makes me cry so passionately, like when I am reminded of my father’s love.

Should I tell you something?

We are telepathically synced. He wakes up and I can feel he is up, even from miles away.

When he is about to call or type, and it’s almost like there is a glitch in the system because we do it almost at the same time.

You need to see the way he takes good care of me, it’s beautiful.

I love his soul and mind.

It’s funny how life works.

The things I once thought were distant, or maybe not even meant for me, have now become a part of my everyday reality.

So when I say “Never have I not been,”

I mean it in the most honest way…

I have been loved,

I have been seen,

and I have been appreciated in ways I never imagined.